HELLO ; NAMASTE ; SATA SRI AKAL ; BONJOUR ; HOLA

Hello!! My Name is ” LETHA” Which means [ Forgetfullnes ] .

Swagat karti hu aap sabhi ka mere blog ” THOUGHT OF A TEENAGER” me. 

I’m a teenage girl ; jiski life bhi baki teenagers ki trh hi ekdm normal hain . The question is; ki aakhir kyu mne ye esa kuch blog likhne ka socha ? you know what; mujhe esa lagta han ki is teenage life me har ek teenager ke man me ese bht se unwanted; unreal thoughts aate hna jinse hume akele deal karna padta hain .

Yaha is jagah m mere vichar; mere experiences; mere emotios aap sab ke sath share karna chahti hu. kyuki main esa sochti hu ki jsa m sochti hu jo m feel krti hu vsa kahi na kahi aap bhi sochte honge kuch jagah jsa m feel krti hu vsa aap bhi feel karte honge. 

Basically, har inaan ki zindagi ki apni kuch kahani kuch kisse rhte hain….. yaha m meri zindagi se jude hue kuch kisse kuch kahaniya lekar aai hu. aasha karti hu ki aap sabhi ko mujhse judkar acha lagega ; aap sabhi meri is nai shuruaat me mera sath denge. Milti hu aapse kuch samay baad !!

HEY ! !    Kaise hain aap sabhi……… m to ekdm badhiya 

so; abhi subh ke10:44 baj rhe hain or mere ghar me is time bas m mera phone mera laptop mera blanket or mere side me rakha hua mere chai ka cup hain…… I’m a very big overthinker or overthinkng meri peak par tab jati hain tab main akeli rehti hu…… I don’t know why. Aapke sath bhi kuch hain kya esa ? 

dimaag me unbreakabkle thoughts ka cyclone aata hain jo rokne se bhi nhi rukta. HOW FUNNY na….. so abhi jab mne meri chai pee then m laptop me kuch ese hi dekhne lagi then ekdm se ee hi random thought aaya ….. about my carrier joiske baare me sbhi sochte hain…. To be honest; agar m mera aap sabhi ke sath share kru about my carrier , to vo ye h ki mera man abhi sahi se janta hi nahi h ki mujhe chahiye kya meri lfe me….. m kabhi writer banna chahti hu kabhi actor banna chahti hu kabhi m civil servant banna chahti hu……. How can i deal with all that thoughts…… I really don’t know. 

I think life is not that simple……

Jaruri nhi na par sbko sab kuch pata hi ho 

to kaise lagaye aakhir hum pata ki….. AAKHIR HUM CHAHTE KYA HAIN ?

Iska mjhe bas sidha sa jawab yhi dikhta hain…….. 

KEEP EXPLORING YOURSELF

Kehna aasan haina keep exploring kar janti hu m karna nahi…..

par mne bas itna jana itna samjha khudke baare me…… ki m bhagna nh chahti; m itna aage ka sochna nahi chahti ; aaj jis chij ko karne ka mera dil krra h m vo karna chahti hu ; 

But m ye bhi janti hu ki indian society me itna bhi aasan nahi apne man ki karna…..

mujhe khushi milti hain yaha ese ye sb meri man ki baatein likh kar 

KYU PADHEGA MERI CHIJE KOI ?

Sbke dimaag me aata hna yr ye thought to 

BUT……. I love ki m yaha apni chije aap sabhi se share kru 

or mjhe aaj is chij me khushi milri hain…… to acha bura jyada na sochte hue ; m bas ye kar rahi hu

kya pata khudse baatein karte karte hi khudke sawalo k jawab khud se hi mil jaye……

WHO KNOW’S …………?

” CHAI AUR TUM ”

Chai ki itni shaukin nahi thi main……. par aaj kal chai se mujhe pyaar sa ho gaya hain.

ye kehna shyd thoda sahi nahi ; kyuki chai ke bahane tumhara thodi der mere pas baithna…….mujhse baatein karna; kuch apne man ka btana ; kuch mere man ka sunna……asal me is chij se mujhe pyaar hain.

sham ko achanak tumhara mujhe phone kar ye kehna……” taiyaar ho jaao, aaj chai peene chalte hain ”. m bhale hi duniya bhar ke kaamo me rhu us samay par tumse ye sunne ke baad…..meri ye duniya jse ruk si jati hain. Jse ekdm se mere man ke har uljhan ka samadhan mujhe mil sa jata hain….

Mere chehre par choti si muskan liye ; m jyada kuch soche bina keh deti hu…….

” Ji….. aa jaiye aap m taiyar hoti hu ”

Ekdm se meri bhaag dod ki zindagi jse tham si gai…..soch me hu ki kya pehnke jaau; par us samay sb kaam ulta hi hone lagta hain…….

” KITNA INTEZAAR KARVATI HO TUM ” 

Janta hu tumhe ilaichi vali chai psnd hain vahi leke aara hu…….Kse btau m unhe ki ye choti choti chije jo vo kehte hain mujhe usse pyar hain ; meri har choti chij yaad rkhna……..mujhe isse pyar hain

Ye ek sham ki 15 rs vali chai mujhe itna sukoon de skti hain…..ye mne aaj jaana

chai ki itni shaukin nahi main…..par iske bahane agar tumse mil sku to chai se pyaar krne ko aitraaz nahi mujhe.

kuch chai ke bahane tumahre sath baithna…….mujhse baatein karna ; kuch meri sunna kuch apni sunana……

” Asal me is chij se pyaar hain mujhe ”

!! MUJHE PHOOL BHUT PASAN HAIN !!

Phool…..prakarti ki behad khubsurat chij

Aakhir kisephool psnd nahi ho sakte

Kise phoolon ki mehek psnd nhi hogi

Mujhe to behad mohobbat hain unki sundarta se unki shalinta se unki muskurahat se unki sugandh se unki saadgi se

Mujhe ishq hain unk har ek kal se 

KYU…..?

Kya ishq keval insaan se hi ho sakta hain….meri nazro me to aisa nahi.

Meri diary ke har teesre panne me ek gulaab hain jo ki mere dil ke behad karib hain

mere pas shyd isse jyada keemti chij or koi nahi

mujhe behad psnd hain phoolon ko mere diary me rakhna……jab kabhi bhi unhe dekhti hu mere chehre par alag hi muskaan aati hain , main chahti hu meri us muskaan ke liye phoolon ko pirona

kya kabhi mehsoos kiya hain aap sabhi ne……

sukhe hue phool me se bhi behad khubsoorat sugand aati hain

ajib lagta hai na sochke bhi ki murjhai hui chij me se kse itni achi khushboo aa sakti hain…..yahi to jaadu hain prakarti ka

Roj apne naye naye hi rang dikhati hain….

 Hello dosto mai LETHA ki dost normal hi dost man skte ho pr hmara bond pure hai. Us s sbse jada “FIGHTING” hoti hai pr nhi pta hum dono ko fighting kerne mai hi sb s jada khusi milti hai, us ka mujhe marna buri trh s ghusse mai bolna bhot achha lgta. Mujhe ghusse mai jada kuch kh deti tab thoda bura lgta hai pr vo man ki bhot achhi hai dosto bhot pure hai. Mera bhot dhyan rkhti hai mai us ko dost ki hasiyat s nhi kh rhi mne jana hai. kbhi es ka man dhukhi na ho mai y chati hu hmesa khush rhe kisi ki nazer na lgey mai bhi es s door ho jaao gi kuch saalo mai dhukh to haga pr mai bhi khuch nhi kr paao gi. Mai ab bhi bhot kosis krti hu , jo chij jindgi mai us na ki or vo krna chati hai mai us ki har chij ko pura kosis krugi gi pr door hone k baad bhi us liye avilable rhu gi har chij mai or us ki success mai mujhe bhot khusi milti hai vo bhot aagey tak jaaye mri yhi ichha hai ……….

LETHA ko mai jiji bolti hu dosto.

jiji you are a Great and Brave girl. I am luky aap meri dost ho. Aap n mujhe bhot pyar diya us ka nhi pta ksi shukriya kru aap meri himat bni. Aap n mere man ko jaana. Mujhe aap ko kuch dene mai bhot hi jada khusi milti hai nhi pta mere pass us chij k paise ho ya na ho pr mujhe deke bhot khusi milti hai.

Dosto esa dost aap ka bhi rha hoga ya hai jis k sath rhna , ghumna , khana pina achha lgta hoga mai manti hu dost to bhot hote hai pr y bhi ek dost bhot khash hota hai vo hmari har chijo ko smjhta hai.

Pr ager esa dost hai jo aap ka smjhta hai presaniyo ko bina btaye smjh leta hai aap bhot luky ho jo aap ko esa dost mila. Us s aap ko bhot khusi milti hogi meri trh. Dost hmari life ko bilkul hi change kr deta hai to dost sbhi ko bnane chaiye or un k sath mastiya kr leni chaiye . Mne dosto k kuch movment ese jiye hai jo kbhi bhol nhi skti aap n bhi jiye hogey ager mere dost nhi jiye to jee le jindgi dubara nhi milni dost. Or jis dost s aap ko bhot khusiya milti hai us ka aap k life mai change aaya to us ki har ek chij ka dhyan rkho us ko har month mai us ka esa din bnaao ki jo us n jiya nhi ho us k s sath bhot mstilya kro.

Dosto meri dost ka BIRTHDAY aa rha hai 28 march ko to mne to us k liye bhot tayariya kr li or aap apne dost k birthday p kya krne wale ho khash dost k……. 

Meri dost ki birthday k liye choti si party hojaye…..

OR

Dosto k naam thodi si khusiya hojaye…..

BYE DOSTO DUBARA FIR MILTE HAI. AAP KA DIN MAGLAYMAY HO. BYE .BYE.BYE. 

” DOSTI ”

Kaise hain aap sabhi……

kafi dino bad mulaqat ho rahi hai na aap sabhi se…… aasha karti hu aap sabhi khush honge or swast honge.

ap sabhi ne uppr vala paragraph to padh hi liya hoga…..ha mne bhi padh liya hain aaj , bas m thoda late ho gai padhne me aap sabhi ne mujhse pehle hi padh liya. likhne ke to kuch or mood se aai thi main…..par mne jab ye sb padha to m thoda surprise ho gai pehle to…..phir socha kyu na aaj dosti ke baare me hi baat ki jaaye.

vse to meri dost ”JIJI” ne aap sabhi ko dosti ke baare me kaafi kuch bata hi diya hain…..vse humari dosti bht pyari hain , m bht gusse vali to vo ekdm shant……pata nahi kismat ka aisa konsa dhaga hain jisne hume itna majbooti se bandha hua hain……agar short me kahu to humari zindagi ab ek dusre ke bina adhuri hain.

Is duniya me kafi rishte hote hain…..almost sabhi rishte pehle se bankar aaye hain jaise hume pata hain humari mumma kon hain papa,chachu,mami,nani kon hain….

par kuch rishte……is duniya me ane ke baad bante hain

jinme se ek rishta hain DOSTI ka 

jise hum khud banate hain

jiji ne aap sabhi ko bataya na sabhi ki zindagi me bht dost aate hain or jate hain par kuch dost jane ke baad bhi vse hi rhte hain jse vo hain…..unme humara ghar sa ban jata hain

mere life me bhi aap sabhi ki trh kafi dost rahe hain…..jinme se kuch hi aaj tak mere sat hain

par aapko ek baat batau……bhale ki kuch dost ya kuch log meri zindagi me aaye or chale gaye unse aaj mera itna vaasta nahi par agar aaj bhi vo kahi takra jaye…..to bas tbhi gale laga lu

is age me parents humari dosti ko itna nhi samajhte hain

par aap unhe galat mat samjhna unme or humme bas thoda generation gap hain…..balki kabhi dekhna dhyan se humare parents humre dost bankar rehna chahte hain vo chahte hain hume samjhna….

dosti bhi usi najuk phool ki tarah hoti hain jo agar puri tarah se bikhar jaye to na to

uski khubsurati reht hain na hi uska astitav…..

ab hume hi dekh lijie….

aapke or humare beech bhi to ab thodi thodi dosti hone lagi hna….

to bas yahi hain…..

” JISSE JISKA MAN MIL JAYE ”

Aap sab bhi apne life me apne un sabhi dosto ko lifetime tak apne kreeb rakho jo aapki kadar karte hain.

or ha ye to bilkul mat sochna……ki dur jane se dosti me duriya aa jati hain

JUST LIKE BUDDHU JIJI

duriya soch se aati hain…….vishwas rakhiye apne dost par or apni dosti par

or vse bhi hume dosti kari hain to hum use pure dil se nibhaenge….

THANK YOU SO MUCH JIJI

Mujhe itna pyar karne ke liye , mujhe itna samjhne ke liye

No matter what happens i’ll always there for you.

” LOVE YOUUU !!

! ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! !

Zindagi me kuch din aise rehte hai jo sirf or sirf humare hi hote hain…..jse ki

” BIRTHDAY ” 

abhi kuch dino pehle hi mera birday tha

aapko pata hain m mere birday par aaj bhi utni hi excited h rehti hu jitna m pehle rehti thi 

is saal me 19 ki ho gai hu

 ” LAST YEAR AS A TEENAGER “

Kab hum sabhi itna bade hone lagte hain pata hi nahi chlta na

college ka 2nd year bhi ab bas khtm hone ko hain….

piche mudke dekho to sb kitna acha sa lagta hain….

man chahta hain ki kash hum un beete hue palo me waps laut ske

Sabhi kehte hain ki bade hote hote birday ka excitement bhi khtm hota jata hain

vo ek din jo hume bhut hi special lagta tha ab vo bhi or dino ki trah hi normal sa din ban gaya hain

par mere hisab se na …….. hume birday ki us excitement ko ek box me band krke rkhna chahiye. jab bhi lage excitement khtm ho raha hain turant thoda sa usme se nikal lena chahiye .

Ek hi to din aata hna pure sal me jo sirf apna hota hain….itne bhi kya hi mature hona jo apne birday ka excitement hi bhul jaye . Meri mummy bhi ab mujhse yahi kehti hain ki ” TU AB BADI HO GAYI HAIN , KYA BACCHO KE JSE BIRDAY MANANA HAIN AB ” . Par m unhe btana chahti hu ki saal bhar m bhale hi bhut badi ho gai hu par is ek din mujhse phir se baccha banna rehta hain…..sbke sath cake cut krna hota hain ; sbse gift lene rhte hain.

You know what ; life ki race ,me bhagte bhagte na bhul jate hain hum ki hum sabhi ke pas kuch kuch choti choti khushiya ekdum permanent hain humari life me ; jinhe humse koi nhi chin sakta hain.

Isliye khush rehna chahiye apne janamdin par.

ye zindagi isi din hume mili hain ; or kya pata kal ka…. ” HUM RAHE NA RAHE “

Koi hume yaad kare na kare 

to jab tak is zindagi me hain to enjoy krte hna yr inhi chote chote dino ko…

Mera chota bhai humeha mujhse kehta hain ; are yr didi…….

” KYA KARNA HAIN ITNA BHI MATURE HOKE “

Sach me kya karna hain itna samajhdr hoke jo hum apne din ko hi bhul jaye…..

” HAPPY 19 TO ME “

LOVE YOUUU ALL ! !

” Intezar  “

sunne me kitna khuburat sabdh lagta hain na……par is sabdh ki ehmiyat ; is sabdh me basa hua kisi ka ehsaas ; is ek sabdh me samaya hua vo pyaar…..smjh sakta hain har koi

you know what ; 

life me kabhi na kabhi to kuch chije humse behad dur ho jati hain…….kuch to shyd hume expected hoti bhi nahi

in chijo ke dur jane ke baad jo bachta hain humare pas….

vo hain bas INTEZAR………

agar main mera btau……to INTEZAR mere liye mohobbat hain ; 

vo mohobbat jisme koi mera intezar kar sake ; jo apni zindagi me se kuch keemti samay mujhe de sake

Par aap logo ko nahi lagta kya;

kuch inezar behad hi khubsurat rehte hain ; unki kahani ka safar kuch jyda hi khushnuma rehta hain

ha maan rhi hu kehna bhut aasan hain ; par yakin maano agar tumhe kisi se mohobbat hain ; tumne kisi ko kabhi sacche dil se chaha hain…….

To tumhe kabhi dar nahi lagega uska intezaar karne me…….

agar aap bhi kisi ka intezaar kar rahe hain…..to aasha mat todiye 

ek din ; ek samay aayega jab aapke is intezaar ka bhi intezaar khtm hoga ! !

!! SHUKRIYA !!