HELLO ; NAMASTE ; SATA SRI AKAL ; BONJOUR ; HOLA

Hello!! My Name is ” LETHA” Which means [ Forgetfullnes ] .

Swagat karti hu aap sabhi ka mere blog ” THOUGHT OF A TEENAGER” me. 

I’m a teenage girl ; jiski life bhi baki teenagers ki trh hi ekdm normal hain . The question is; ki aakhir kyu mne ye esa kuch blog likhne ka socha ? you know what; mujhe esa lagta han ki is teenage life me har ek teenager ke man me ese bht se unwanted; unreal thoughts aate hna jinse hume akele deal karna padta hain .

Yaha is jagah m mere vichar; mere experiences; mere emotios aap sab ke sath share karna chahti hu. kyuki main esa sochti hu ki jsa m sochti hu jo m feel krti hu vsa kahi na kahi aap bhi sochte honge kuch jagah jsa m feel krti hu vsa aap bhi feel karte honge. 

Basically, har inaan ki zindagi ki apni kuch kahani kuch kisse rhte hain….. yaha m meri zindagi se jude hue kuch kisse kuch kahaniya lekar aai hu. aasha karti hu ki aap sabhi ko mujhse judkar acha lagega ; aap sabhi meri is nai shuruaat me mera sath denge. Milti hu aapse kuch samay baad !!

HEY ! !    Kaise hain aap sabhi……… m to ekdm badhiya 

so; abhi subh ke10:44 baj rhe hain or mere ghar me is time bas m mera phone mera laptop mera blanket or mere side me rakha hua mere chai ka cup hain…… I’m a very big overthinker or overthinkng meri peak par tab jati hain tab main akeli rehti hu…… I don’t know why. Aapke sath bhi kuch hain kya esa ? 

dimaag me unbreakabkle thoughts ka cyclone aata hain jo rokne se bhi nhi rukta. HOW FUNNY na….. so abhi jab mne meri chai pee then m laptop me kuch ese hi dekhne lagi then ekdm se ee hi random thought aaya ….. about my carrier joiske baare me sbhi sochte hain…. To be honest; agar m mera aap sabhi ke sath share kru about my carrier , to vo ye h ki mera man abhi sahi se janta hi nahi h ki mujhe chahiye kya meri lfe me….. m kabhi writer banna chahti hu kabhi actor banna chahti hu kabhi m civil servant banna chahti hu……. How can i deal with all that thoughts…… I really don’t know. 

I think life is not that simple……

Jaruri nhi na par sbko sab kuch pata hi ho 

to kaise lagaye aakhir hum pata ki….. AAKHIR HUM CHAHTE KYA HAIN ?

Iska mjhe bas sidha sa jawab yhi dikhta hain…….. 

KEEP EXPLORING YOURSELF

Kehna aasan haina keep exploring kar janti hu m karna nahi…..

par mne bas itna jana itna samjha khudke baare me…… ki m bhagna nh chahti; m itna aage ka sochna nahi chahti ; aaj jis chij ko karne ka mera dil krra h m vo karna chahti hu ; 

But m ye bhi janti hu ki indian society me itna bhi aasan nahi apne man ki karna…..

mujhe khushi milti hain yaha ese ye sb meri man ki baatein likh kar 

KYU PADHEGA MERI CHIJE KOI ?

Sbke dimaag me aata hna yr ye thought to 

BUT……. I love ki m yaha apni chije aap sabhi se share kru 

or mjhe aaj is chij me khushi milri hain…… to acha bura jyada na sochte hue ; m bas ye kar rahi hu

kya pata khudse baatein karte karte hi khudke sawalo k jawab khud se hi mil jaye……

WHO KNOW’S …………?

” CHAI AUR TUM ”

Chai ki itni shaukin nahi thi main……. par aaj kal chai se mujhe pyaar sa ho gaya hain.

ye kehna shyd thoda sahi nahi ; kyuki chai ke bahane tumhara thodi der mere pas baithna…….mujhse baatein karna; kuch apne man ka btana ; kuch mere man ka sunna……asal me is chij se mujhe pyaar hain.

sham ko achanak tumhara mujhe phone kar ye kehna……” taiyaar ho jaao, aaj chai peene chalte hain ”. m bhale hi duniya bhar ke kaamo me rhu us samay par tumse ye sunne ke baad…..meri ye duniya jse ruk si jati hain. Jse ekdm se mere man ke har uljhan ka samadhan mujhe mil sa jata hain….

Mere chehre par choti si muskan liye ; m jyada kuch soche bina keh deti hu…….

” Ji….. aa jaiye aap m taiyar hoti hu ”

Ekdm se meri bhaag dod ki zindagi jse tham si gai…..soch me hu ki kya pehnke jaau; par us samay sb kaam ulta hi hone lagta hain…….

” KITNA INTEZAAR KARVATI HO TUM ” 

Janta hu tumhe ilaichi vali chai psnd hain vahi leke aara hu…….Kse btau m unhe ki ye choti choti chije jo vo kehte hain mujhe usse pyar hain ; meri har choti chij yaad rkhna……..mujhe isse pyar hain

Ye ek sham ki 15 rs vali chai mujhe itna sukoon de skti hain…..ye mne aaj jaana

chai ki itni shaukin nahi main…..par iske bahane agar tumse mil sku to chai se pyaar krne ko aitraaz nahi mujhe.

kuch chai ke bahane tumahre sath baithna…….mujhse baatein karna ; kuch meri sunna kuch apni sunana……

” Asal me is chij se pyaar hain mujhe ”

!! MUJHE PHOOL BHUT PASAN HAIN !!

Phool…..prakarti ki behad khubsurat chij

Aakhir kisephool psnd nahi ho sakte

Kise phoolon ki mehek psnd nhi hogi

Mujhe to behad mohobbat hain unki sundarta se unki shalinta se unki muskurahat se unki sugandh se unki saadgi se

Mujhe ishq hain unk har ek kal se 

KYU…..?

Kya ishq keval insaan se hi ho sakta hain….meri nazro me to aisa nahi.

Meri diary ke har teesre panne me ek gulaab hain jo ki mere dil ke behad karib hain

mere pas shyd isse jyada keemti chij or koi nahi

mujhe behad psnd hain phoolon ko mere diary me rakhna……jab kabhi bhi unhe dekhti hu mere chehre par alag hi muskaan aati hain , main chahti hu meri us muskaan ke liye phoolon ko pirona

kya kabhi mehsoos kiya hain aap sabhi ne……

sukhe hue phool me se bhi behad khubsoorat sugand aati hain

ajib lagta hai na sochke bhi ki murjhai hui chij me se kse itni achi khushboo aa sakti hain…..yahi to jaadu hain prakarti ka

Roj apne naye naye hi rang dikhati hain….